&i dont believe in happy ever afters.
oh, whatever.
I've just stopped believing long ago.
Monday, April 24, 2006
havent been updating for some time. had been studying my maths at night, and i promised myself not to use the com. wasnt that successful, i still used a little of the com, but at least i tried. hahas. i feel so mugger and nerd all of a sudden. LOL.

have been practising gym for the whole week bah, almost, all because of today's competition. we really put in alot of effort lo, and really hope we can win at least sixth position, and we did it! we'vr got sixth! hahas. we'vr really done our best. i've got 7.02 for beam, 5.65 for floor, and 4.4 for bar. hahas. sounds so lousy rite, but it's quite good alr la! i nvr thought i would get 4.4 for my bar, cos i carn even do anything on my own, and i slipped and fell when i was competing(:

went on saturday to watch the level 5s compete. jasmine, simin, beijia, alicia, doreen and annling are competing. i really amuse annling la. her every move was like super tightened and graceful. jealous lo! hahas. jasmine was good too! but i nvr knew she would fail her beam, she did quite well, and only fell twice?

after they finished competing, i went to find erkee and we went to watch movie. we picked 'Eight Below', and the show was great! heng i nvr hear chenying anyhow say and miss the show la! the show is so damn sad and touching! where got like chenying say, so boring and want to get out of the cinema. i find the show very nice, and i cried throughout the movie! the scenes was like switching from DOGS to MAN, MAN to DOGS, i everytime it switches to dogs, i cry la. and when the dogs die, the tears like tap like that, cannot stop one lo. hahas. the show to me, is a MUST-WATCH, maybe i am someone who loves dog and animals alot, so the movie really interest me, i dunno. but it's really interesting(:

back at my cousin's hse just now, we are like sharing racist jokes and some lame shit. qimin asks stupid and lame questions, everyone was like -.-" when she revealed the answer. hahas. but i love the jokes. buahaha. so funny la!

and the jiecai incident, i hope he's okay, and will regain consciousness soon(: i believe that each and every one of us, will pray for his speedy recover, even if we know him anot. i don't know him, but i hope he will be okay soon. there's still alot of things waiting for u, be strong and jiayou(:

i got this survey from chenying, since i've not been online and blogging for so long, i'll be a damn good girl, and do it for her, since she tag me. i seriously think that i have a kind soul, belive it or not(:

15 things you might not know about me.
1 i am afraid of birds, although i am one(:
2 i can eat 50 sushis at one go, believe it or not.
3 i know, im not pretty, but seriously thinks im cute. i know you agree. (x
4 i love playing mahjong, poker, but unlike corine, im NO gambler.
5 i am super afraid of blackouts, it gives me a sense of insecurity.
6 i love horror movies, i once was afraid of them, but after the 'training' i got from my cousin, im immune to them(:
7 i seriously dislike bathing, but once im bathing, i hate to get out. hahas.
8 i can never imagine myself being a vegeterian. NEVER. life with only taupok, taufu. kill me, baby.
9 i thought that miracles exist, and i imagine myself as a pro gymnast or a scholar all of a sudden.
10 i love animals, dogs especially, so do go and watch 'Eight Below'. (x
11 i cannot eat spicy food, my food taste hot, and pple say its tasteless.
12 i am a VERY straightforward person.
13 i diskie pple by their looks. is that bad?
14 i am very stressed, but pple don't see it. i've got all the pressure from my cousins. all of them are either damn smart, sporty, or just outgoing. im none.
15 i look down on myself.

time to slp, i have a long day for tmr.

&still trying to find a happy ending

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